So, I've been 40 for a week now. And it feels good and it feels weird. Almost like a dream that I can't believe. Not too much difference except for how I feel about myself. Off the top of my head, I would say that I feel 32, so that works. I'm feeling kind of bored lately. Not really sure what the next step is or what I should be doing next or even what I'm doing right now. It's a lot to think about, but I'm trying to just stay open and see what comes my way. I looked into an esthetician course today to learn more spa stuff.